16. Seeing Red

There is another awakening.

But this one is not of love or embracing the universal connection.

This awakening, is of rage and decapitations... Hate re-emerged.

The bile that oozes from the dark recesses of the broken human mind.

When you have become one with the great rage, every second you are still, your body begins to fill with molten blood.

All those around you, exist simply to anger you more.

Why? Because they can never understand your rage. How could they? You barley understand it yourself.

You just wish... They would all leave you alone.

From that festering rage filled boil, an even greater monster is born.

Hate.

Like a parasite for the soul, it attaches itself and never lets go.

They say hate rots you from the inside, that is true.

It slowly devours who you are, and memories of better times become bitter reminders of the joy that was stolen from you.

Every day this cancer grows more and more, until it consumes you.

The brain becomes a gangrene organ, with the sole purpose of torturing you and feeding the hate filled rage inside.

The cruel irony of it all, is that all you want is to be left alone and at the same time, you will never feel more alone.

You are locked in a prison of your own mind... Stuck with the one person you hate the most.

Who you are... Who we all are, deep inside.

Its not all our fault, we didn't deserve this. Nobody asked for this. Who would?

Again we ask the age old question.

Why?

But as usual, there is no answer.

Because we are deaf.

When we are seeing red.