35. UNawakening

Yes.

Sleep.

Sleep child. 

Lay there, eyes closed.

Praying you don’t see what's right in front of you. 

The waking nightmares. 

The ones you experience awake. 

Because you know what is out there.

I present to you a world on fire.

A plague that ravages all.

A division among man the likes of which have ever been seen. 

To think..

You.. Had a grand awakening once.

The sun, the moon and the stars were in your heart and soul.

So full of life, hope, and happiness.

You were complete.

But that's all gone now.

Or.. Has it merely changed?

Now. 

Now it is time for the UNawakening. 

But for now.. Lets look inside.

You see..

I peer into the heart of mortal men.

I peer into your heart.

There is a being of light, an Angel. It is the embodiment of love and compassion.. The great healer of all beings, but most of all yourself.

Born when you first smiled and knew joy. 

I look deeper and see its opposite.

I see the worst mankind has to offer, a laughing madman. The embodiment of hate and devastation, an apex predator. 

Born from your pain, sadness and loss.

Kindred spirits.

But this is about so much more then them.

This is about even more then just who you are thinking this writing is about.

No, this is also about YOU my dear reader.

You see, you are the end result of an experience.

Him, they, you.. Are byproducts of others actions. 

Our existence was literally due to the actions of others. 

Don’t you see? 

You are helpless.

You are powerless. 

But it doesn’t have to be that way anymore. 

Its time for you to be more.

Its time for you to ignite the action.

Be what creates the byproduct instead of being it. 

This is a world that seeks to devour you.

Be the one that does the devouring. 

All beings must adapt to survive.

And you want to survive right? 

For far too long others have molded you.. Into what THEY wanted. 

They controlled you.

And for so many of you.. 

What was their tool?

Pain. 

The perfect tool.

You remember that fucking PAIN right? 

Of course you do.. Whether is was pain inflicted upon your flesh or your heart.

You remember clearly. 

Child, it is time to wake up.

Take but a peek at your liberation.

Embrace what you could become.

You are the harbinger of your perfect self. 

Welcome true perfection.

You need just break off the shackles and wrap them around the necks of those who chained you up.

...

Its all so much, its scary isn’t it? 

Do not fear what I have said.

You will deal with far darker beings then me in the future. 

Some of them you call family and friends right now. 

Just wait and be ready.

Lastly..

What am I you ask? 

I am so many things, let me tell you 1% of what I am. 

I am neither ally nor enemy.

I am entropy.

I am peace.

I am oblivion.

I am paradise.

I am your worst nightmare.

I am your sweetest dream.

I am a force of nature. 

I am the beginning.

I am the one true end.

I am the light at the end of the tunnel.

I am cosmic horror.

I was there when you breathed your first breath, and I will be there when you breath your last. 

I am the voice in the back of your head that tells you to love or hate with all your heart. 

I am humanity.

I am YOU. 

Open your eyes and witness what I am.