(Author Note: This story is a prequel to the horror story post “50. Join Us”. It is recommended you read that first before reading this post. This is told through the point of view of The Forsaken Ones.)
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In the beginning.
The TRUE beginning.
God created the Heavens and the Earth.
But before he created the so-called “first” humans.
He created us.
Then he abandoned us.
Left us to ROT.
Where we became UNmade.
That is where our beginning ENDED.
We call it..
The UNGenesis.
…
We can still remember, the paradise we once lived in. Our Eden was not a mere little garden, it was a colossal mountain. “The Mountain Of Eden” one might say.
It had lush plant life, many beasts of the land, exotic wild life, and vast rivers and water falls. It was all we could ever want, and it was beautiful. It was more then perfect… It was home. When all the rest of the world was still a barren formless mass without life, with fire and volcanos covering its entire surface. Our mountain was our green, fertile, and vibrant forever home. An oasis in the desert that was the primordial Earth. But what we remember most clearly.. Was his voice, as it spoke through the sky’s and heavens themselves. When we first opened our eyes, and listened with our ears.. We heard his words. The word of God. He told us that we were created by him, and made to inhabit and inherit this world. That we were special, because we were created in the image of his most beloved Angel and creation..
Lucifer.
It was Lucifer who voluntarily gave up part of his body to mold us. God took part of his heart, and from its angelic divine essence.. We were formed, like a sculptor would sculpt a statue. We were but new born children still, but we were grateful to our God and his faithful servant for this gift of life. We showed him undying loyalty and reverence. We followed all his commandments to the T, and so we lived and prospered for hundred of thousands of years. Since we were made from divine angelic essence.. We were made biologically immortal. Time and aging has no real physical effect on us.. At least in terms of our life span and bodily health. We could never die of old age, but we could still die of starvation, sickness, or harm.. Though those were unknown concepts while we lived in our paradise. So for the time being, under our God’s light and love.. We were happy, no we were more then happy. We would make offerings to the Lord, to show our gratitude and worship his name. When he spoke to us.. Like children to their parents when they are laid to bed, they asked their mother and father… The same thing we always remembered to ask God our father.
“Do you love us lord?”
And he would always answer..
“Yes my children, with all my Infinite and Eternal heart.”
“Always”.
…
But sometimes…
“Always” does not last very long.
And all good things must end.
One day we awoke and little did we know… It would all be over. We could sense it.. We could almost see it. Through his eyes.. The heavens roared and trembled. The sky turned red and dark, as if it were on fire. The kingdom of Heaven.. Experienced an immense calamity. God’s most trusted and beloved Angel Lucifer, the one we were made in his image… Had turned on his creator, in attempt to usurp his throne. For his crime, he was cast out of Heaven along with many fellow angels. Even the Heavens cried after that… Things were dire. We were confused, scared, and didn’t know what to do. So we prayed and called out to our God for guidance and reassurance as we have always done. But all we got was silence… Even our offerings were ignored. We panicked and broke down. Could he be gone? Like lost panicking children searching for their parents, in a desperate attempt we asked our God, the one question he would always answer…
“Do you love us lord?”
…
Total silence. All but rain.
The cold hard realization dawns upon us.
He has abandoned us.
God has abandoned us.
But why?!
In our heart… We knew why.
Because when we looks at us..
He sees him.
His most beloved angel Lucifer.
The one who betrayed him and broke his heart.
Its so clear to us now.
When he looks at us.
HE SEES THE DEVIL HIMSELF.
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We are alone now.
We are aimless. We are alive, but not really living. The living dead. There is no more light or love here. Our Mountain Of Eden withers away and dies. Our paradise has become hell, just a graveyard for beings that don’t know they are already dead. We cry out into the void, to anyone or anything. Hoping to hear any kind of reply. We starve, suffer, and writhe in agony. The despair is maddening, the wails of sadness deafening. The tears could fill and ocean. How could he do this to us? Why did he leave us here alone to suffer? Doesn’t he love us? Like he said he always would? Why…. We look to the dark empty sky. Broken hearted and with tears in our eyes.
And ask him one last final time.
“Lord….. Do you love us Lord?”
Once again, total silence.
Now.
We are truly The Forsaken Ones.
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We have lost our paradise.
God has forsaken us. There is nothing here. Nothing. Nothing at all. But when sadness festers on for too long… Its mutates into something new. It finally dawns upon on us. There is nothing, except for one thing. New feelings. These new feelings, they are ones we have never felt before.
RAGE.
HATE.
Its such a strange feeling.. It feels like a sin, but how could a sin feel sOoOoO damn good? If we are to be denied his love and embrace. Then we will replace that empty hole in our hearts, with white hot burning hatred. It was upon that day that we all decided our own survival was all that mattered, and that the only offerings God would receive from us is our curses.
After so long of barley surviving on this dead world.. Living off our own scabs, finger nails, and dead family and friends. God would finally return… To implement his greatest insult to us since his abandonment of us. He would eventually make the Earth vibrant with life and create another race of human…
Made in his own image.
He called the very first of them..
Adam and Eve.
And he loved them.
More then he ever loved us..
He even made them a “Garden Of Eden”, a paradise where they could live in his light and love forever… Just like we once did. We were so disgusted and full of resentment, that we could not bear to be within his view.. He did not deserve to see us, the sky itself became our enemy. We retreated underground and stayed there for thousands of years. There where no light or stars that could shine upon us.. Down there we festered, we rotted, we devolved into horrors beyond imagination.
We mutilated our own flesh, and each others. Ripped off body parts, pierced eye balls, smashed bones and tendons under massive stones, gnawed on putrid flesh, slammed our skulls against the rock walls, and so much worse…
We devolved into ravaged and broken beings, so that we can evolve and be remolded into the perfect predators. Our teeth became sharp and jagged, nails became claw like talons, our spines twisted and pulled so we can move and have primal strength like no human has ever had. Fueled by infinite pain and fury, we became “human” monsters..
True abominations.
Heh… Heh… Heh...
Creatures who took their pain and withered their heart away. Anything good or righteous, tore away like a rotten appendage. Our mental faculties turned almost animal like, there was almost nothing left of who we once were…. We became truly insane. But yet more grand new feelings came upon us!
A GREAT HUNGER CAME UPON US…
Yesssss.. So hungry… We must eat.. We must devour. Our numbers… Are Few… How would we grow? How would we eat?
Why… Of course. There are billions of our new “brethren” who inhabit the Earth.
Fresh meat. A buffet for us all.
Maybe it is time.. We emerge from our mountain home and meet our dear human brothers. And from them… WE CAN FEAST UPON THE FLESH OF MAN AND GROW IN NUMBERS! God’s new spoiled beloved creation… Will be our prey. They will suffer for the crime of having Gods love, instead of us. They will be forced to JOIN US, and increase our new growing hoards.
Until we are all that is.
We have evolved the ability to mesmerize, brain wash or one might say… Possess these humans. With torture breaking their spirit to pieces, and forcing them to look into the empty abyss that is our eyes.. Connecting our minds with theirs.. When they see the UNGenesis and our foul degradation from our view telepathically, they don’t last long… They go beyond insane, their soul dies and they give in. Thus converting them into one of us. Could this be a gift or ability from the one we were molded after? Maybe we inherited it from him? Maybe… He meant to give us this power? What a gift.
And finally..
Our hate and rage has grown so great, that even the thought of saying or praising God’s name… EVEN THE POSSIBILITY OF IT HAPPENING… Is the worst agony we can ever imagine. We would rather rip our ears off or even better… Prevent it from ever happening in the first place. That being said.. The vast majority of us has decided to cut out our own vocal cords, so that they can no longer say or praise his name ever again. So vast was our hate, we brutally mutilated ourselves out of pure spite… Just as I am about to right now. But before I carve out my own vocal cords…
The last thing I have to tell you..
The UNGenesis is still being written and will be the only book in our “bible”.
Our book will never end.
Because we are the END.
The only God we worship now…
Is HATE.
And when we leave this mountain of The Forsaken Ones.
Eventually… YOU… All… Will… Too…
JOIN US….
JOOOOIIINNNN…. UUSSSSSSSSS…
Hehehehehehehehehehehe
Hhshhsshshaajhaahahah
HssjhsjaajshehshheeagaGUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Interesting read. Feels dark despite the religious references. To be honest, the black background is taking away from your website.
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